



Heath "Phaedrus12" Strock
Update May 7, 2007
Well It's about that time for a yearly update. I unfortunately have no travel
stories this time around, just a little life update. I've been on my own for almost
3 years and let me tell you it's NO fun. I still have travel plans but for now
propane was a little more important. I've pretty much exhausted my immediate savings
just to live even though I am the self -proclamed master of using the system before
it uses you. I have some good news though :) Life has sent me a curve ball and I
have decided to pursue getting a degree in sience. Don't ask me how I'm gonna do it
though, lots of study groups I guess !:) Let me tell you one thing that I am sure is
burning in your head right now, I feel really strongly about wind power and think it
holds the key to our energy crisis. SO how is a TBI patient with 3-5 Gran Mal
seizures a week ever gonna swing living independently and pursue a degree? Well I
guess that will be on next year's update. Thanks for checking back in on me, tbichat
has carried me through alot of nights I thought about calling it quits. Peace out
and be seizure free!
Update April 9, 2006
Just keeping everyone up to speed with trials and tribulations of not letting
Epilepsy from a TBI get you tied down, off I went once again to the west with a real
winner of a plan this time:) Get off the plane and start walking. What a plan. I
landed in Sac and thought the city was a hell of a lot closer (things on a map in CA
have a tendency to be a lot further than what they look on paper) I keep saying I'll
retire my pack but I keep on hiking and hitching. Picked up on the highway going
north, it saved me some walking but I still felt relieved at the hot-springs that
night and my back was saying "thanks" Meds still right on schedule and seizures were
alien at this point, I'll jump down to the point of my trip I want to get to...
Camping, Living, and a little bit of a slap in the face. It was all cool till the
plane ride home, 3 seizures on the plane. NOT cool, but it's the way it goes. I told
the attendants when we boarded so they knew, but were still a a bit scared. I guess
the lesson of this trip is...Let folks know of your problem in advance and things
will likely go a smoother at 30,000 feet at a time when people are already a
little"edgy" about flying.
Update May l7, 2005
Well, back on the road again! I hope these updates continue to inspire all of
the folks living with Epilepsy. I headed out to northern California with one real
plan, to eventually meet up with my friend for her birthday. I landed out in San
Fran and had a few rough days. As you all know by now Gran Mal seizures are no fun
:( But, I get through them and keep moving.North through the redwoods and northern
California then circle back. The world is out there and waiting for me, and I'm
coming:). My words of wisdom this time(if I have any) are to encourage your
nuerologist to keep a personal relationship with you and your progress and always
keep hope in hand---Peace till next time.
Update September 28, 2004
Just dropping a line to keep everyone up to speed. I've been out to the west
coast again this year,enjoying the northern California atmosphere. Refusing to let
my TBI make me a couch potato. I expect my nuerologist to move me offf Ativan, I am
simply becoming more and more used to it. The year has gone rather smoothly as of
august with only 40(+/-) Gran Mals. Thanks again for all the support this room has
given me, and all the new folks remember this battle we are fighting can't be done
in a day, but you have lots of reinforcements for the long battle ahead of you.
Update 12/06/03
Still travelling, 8700 miles with only 5 Gran-Mals, The Road trip went well.
I hope this is keeping on re-assuring anyone that all is possible depite my Epilepsy
and TBI. I have relearned and retold myself again snd again that I won't be kept
down. Educate ureself and never give up. You don't have to be glued to a TV or a
computer the rest of your life. The world is at your own hands, grasp it and show it
who's the boss, I hope I can continue to develop the part (frontal lobe) that was
damaged, there is alot of brain tissue in there you just gotta find it. Peace, Heath
Update 01/29/03
I just returned from hitching, hiking, hostelling and using the Washington, Oregon, California coast. I love the attitude of the northwest, a bit soggy in winter but worth the trip.I was prepared for the worst but only got the semi-bad. The characters I meant were worth it all and the coast was incredible. LOTS of time to think. I wish I could have went back up to Alaska while I was there. Only a few more hikes and I'll retire my pack to my younger brother Brandy. Peace till then. and be seizure-free.:)
Update 12/08/02
I guess I'd just drop a line and let everyone know I'm still travelling and the children are getting bigger.
Original Story
I came home from work early on the day this all started. I had an extremely high fever,and despite thinking this was no more than the "flu", My body had it's first of what became 1000's now of Gran-Mal seizures. I was 27 years old, and had the world had suddenly become a stranger to me, after awakening from a month long barbituate-induced coma to stop Status Elepticus, I had no memory of my children( 3 beautful healthy ones), and a wife that has since become a stranger. I enjoy writing,travel, and honest conversation.Please don't pity me for I have so much more to give. Write Anytime, heathEmail Heath